I close my eyes and try to hide
The fearful darkness rolling inside
Dark thoughts and dark dreams
Nothing is ever as it seems
Beautiful silence and a painful regret
This is something I wont forget
Still silence and the thought to fight
I try to hide within the night
Painful marks upon my heart
This dangerous journey about to start
Silent night and a sharp blade
No one can come to my aid
Deep cuts along my skin
Knowing that I'll never win
Pain buliding behind my eyes
Darkness comes as I begin to cry
My lips are sealed so I cannot scream
This painful silence is just a dream
Your not in my vision, my eyes cannot see
I need you